Another night of sleep depravation. Oh this heat is totally undesirable. Not condusive to a comfortable kip :-)
It is two in the night....well it is morning really,but my eyes and gaping yawns are both telling me it is night time. Blurred vision and a groggy head both combine to ensure my return to my the pillows will not be too far away. To just lie there !! My mind races,thoughts of passion,desires unrealised,conspiring with the heat to ensure a sleepless rest. I lay like ....hah! To lay would be restfull.... I tumble about like a greek wrestler. Rolling left then right. The duvet is ruffled and sticking to my sweaty legs and torso. I feel the time tick away as the night marches on and the chance of sufficient sleep dwindles away.
Thoughts focus on a foreign place. Humid,wet,sticky. Another head not resting blissfully but living as the day is there. Another language,another life. Every edifice of which is so similar yet born of a mind structured completely differently,a culture with different process of order...??? Am i so sure? I mean if two minds are reaching for the same desires,same goal,then surely these differences of method are just individual minds working in seperate states with the same destination ahead? I am sure that where ever,who ever in this world,we all want the same thing in essence. Peace of mind and security for those closest to us. Sometimes it is hard to reemember that the vast majority of this world we live in just wants to live in peace. We have to look around us and realise every family we see around us is another pod of optimism for the future. After all,the desire for safety and security is there to be seen in every one of them......us!

At last i have worn myself back to a drowsy mind.
Good night goodhearts xx